My stomach is a bubbling mess at this moment and it is irritatingly uncomfortable.
It's also the result of poor diet choices over the past few days.
Kind of like when I make wrong choices, and despite how good it feels (and how good sugar tastes)
I am miserable. Sin makes my soul sick like sugar makes my body sick.
Sugar is addicting. Its sweet in my mouth. On my tongue.
and the more I have it, the more I crave it.
I am wretched at moderation.
Sin is addicting. The more I give into it, the more it takes over me.
The more I commit it, the more I don't see anything wrong with it.
With sin there should be no moderation.
So what do I do?
I meal plan and I rely on God's strength and not my own.
I tell myself what I am going to eat and what I am not.
I commit in my mind and heart to sin no more.
I understand that I am weak on my own strength and that I will give into the lust of my flesh.
I understand that God is full of grace.
I understand that I can do all things by Christ who gives me strength, and that includes saying no to my compulsive eating habits and sin.
I also understand that when I do mess up, the guilt and shame I feel is NOT from the Father.
The Lord does not deal in guilt and shame.
His language is love. His gospel is peace.
He convicts with a call to live higher.
Not a threat to be sent lower.
He lifts up and builds up.
Glory be.
p.s. sugar isn't sin. This is a comparison that has helped me on my food and life journeyings lately.
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